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September 19th, 2011

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03:03 am - Because your heart is empty ♫
I'm not okay at all. I can't exactly pinpoint what's wrong but I feel empty. It's ridiculous and the smallest things make me cry, I feel so lacking in every way and being unable to control my own tears... it makes me feel like crap. I don't want much, I just want to be happy but it feels like, I'm in my own way of happiness. I'm not particularly optimistic but I like to think that I believe in my future. Lately... it just feels like everything is hopeless. I can't even talk about it because there really isn't much to talk about. I don't even particualrly want to talk about it because I'll end up crying and ugly. I wish someone would hug me and tell me to suck it up and move on. Maybe I'm really alone after all. 

I really really don't want to be stuck in an office job and be miserable for the rest of my life. I only want to travel and get married and be happy. Why does life have to be shitty and deny me? ;__; I really have zero fighting spirit fml. I think if I somehow got a disease/went blind/deaf/whatever, I would just give up on life and kill myself. 
Current Mood: ;__;
Current Music: Kiss したまま、さよなら - 東方神起

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